I think your agenda is making you miss the point. Everyone here is concerned. Everyone is trying to social distance as much as possible. But some people are obsessed with death and how were all gonna die, and some are trying to Have a more positive outlook.
Why do you think I have an agenda How can you have an agenda here unless you own funeral homes?
I'm supposedly a clear embodiment of Satan.
You are like a yekke in the library , he sees a fire but you can't raise your voice in the library so he whispers that there's a fire.
When I see a danger I scream.. himmel geshray!
I also had a major fight with a close friend who said I'm not being melamed zechus on yidden who are Moser nefesh to daven and learn.
That's not the case and it's easy to judge on the internet, it's easy to take my prior expressed hashkafa and use it against me.
Personally I don't care, I cry for the niftarim.
I cry for the hundreds on life support
I had 30 surgeries and "shelo teidu od tzaar" I know the pain they are going through and 2 years ago I had to be put to sleep because I fought off the respirator.
I'm not here to disparage the rabbanim.
When I pointed this stuff out at the begining, I was mocked and shouted down.
We all erred, I'm frustrated yes.
I'm not trying to find reasons for this mageifa.
I'm not blaming anyone on purpose, I'm trying to get people to take this seriously, there are many who do not.
I pointed out repeatedly that many communities were saying that it went from 0 to 60, meanwhile many people were not taking it seriously because the community is not affected seemingly