I agree with almost everything you write. Regarding trusting science and govt,
The scientists and govt officials knowingly mislead the country regarding wearing masks. Now, maybe they were justified maybe they weren't but the bottom line is that when you lie to someone, even for a good reason there will breakdown of trust.
I understand your annoyance at the changing messages regarding masks. I heard the same messages, and was also confused by them, but after reading more about the issue, I wouldn't characterize them as misleading or lies, but rather as poor communication. I wouldn't say that I distrust the CDC, but rather that they need to explain their advice better.
As I understand it, they initially suggested that everybody where masks, because this is well-known to decrease the spread of respiratory infections, both in medical facilities, and in countries that experienced the earlier SARS epidemic.
But they failed to foresee two problems in America with this epidemic:
1. The supply chain was such that it could be manipulated by individuals who hoarded masks or accumulated them for resale, thereby decreasing the supply in medical facilities.
2. While
proper use of masks can decrease disease transmission,
improper use of masks may have no effect or actually spread the disease. New doctors and nurses get one-on-one training from more experienced personnel on proper use of masks, but 300 million Americans were not given clear directions on how to use them.
After seeing what was happening, the CDC discouraged use of masks at that time, and emphasized social distancing, where masks might be less critical.
Later, when the supply of masks increased again, they re-emphasized mask-wearing. This was at least in part due to the effect that social pressure has on mask-wearing. If nobody is wearing a mask, then those who have COVID would be embarrassed to emphasize their status by wearing a mask. If everybody is wearing a mask, then the COVID-positive person's germs will be effectively blocked, even if the cost to everyone else is the relatively slight inconvenience of wearing a mask.
Do you still think this advice was misleading? How do you think they could have improved on communicating this in a way to maintain your trust?