For some reason, this is hurting me more than the rocket attacks. Like most other people here, I have plenty of family in Israel under attack right now. It's scary and emotional and I find myself thinking that we should blow them all to hell and worse. But all those feelings are tempered by the expectation that this is life for a Jew, and especially in Israel. This is how terrorists act. I can rationalize being attacked and persecuted. 3500 years of torment and suffering makes it par for the course. This is golus. But this...? It tears me apart. Who have we become? We've been in the zoo too long and forgotten which side of the fence we stand on.